October 2012
5 posts
If only you could see the texts on my phone…god would this whole situation be different.
And the saddest fear,
Comes creeping in,
That you never loved me, or her,
Or anyone, or anything…
September 2012
3 posts
I have the texts to prove that he does shit that you’ll never find out about….you discover only what he doesn’t care about you discovering.
Long, but worth it..34 rules all women should know...
1. There are two types of males: Dishonorable males and honorable men. Don’t date or marry until you know how to tell the difference between the two! The woman in the mirror will graciously thank you.
2. Honorable men are protectors. They will guard your heart, protect your emotions, defend your honor and stand as champions for your spiritual, mental and physical well-being; choose an honorable...
August 2012
5 posts
secrets keep the two of us close
but they also tear the rest of the world apart.
sooooooooo, that was awkward....
funny that while so many things are different, still so many are the same. makes me laugh.
did Sunday really happen?….or did I dream that?
May 2012
1 post
April 2012
5 posts
I am so uncontrollably sad lately. Utterly inconsolable. Nothing makes it better and no one knows the right things to say.
Maybe I am just too complicated. /:
so completely and utterly tired of compromising the things I am uncomfortable with so that I don’t feel guilty for going out with my friends. I am the kind of tired that resonates in my bones..every inch of my body is just tired. My mind is tired, my soul is tired, my heart, my feelings, my brain…everything.
And you still can’t even muster up the decency to be truthful with...
February 2012
1 post
And when we speak now, seldom as that is, the old language returns. I wonder if it makes old names make guest appearances in your mind. If you can feel the skin of my neck near yours one more time. Do you reach across the bed for a shape, no longer there. Do you remember it clearly or is it all just memories of memories. Is there still warmth from my fingers tracing the contours of your skin,...
January 2012
26 posts
“Monsters are real, and ghosts are real too. They live inside us, and sometimes,...”
– Stephen King
my boyfriend is NOT your therapist...
can’t even being to explain how sad and confused I am right now. maybe I’m just reading into things the wrong way…I will hope for that.
allowing a girl who is not your girlfriend to flirt with you, while not as serious as cheating, is still a big issue. ):
“React like an infant whenever you are mentioned,
Mind over matter never worked...”
– Buried Alive, Drake ft. Kendrick Lamar
“Oh, darling, you will be good to me, won’t you? Because we’re going to have a...”
– Ernest Hemingway, A Farewell to Arms
no wonder you dont have any real friends and youre miserable all the time you disrespectful, immature piece of shit. GOD.
honestly cant remember the last time i was this angry.
wonder when the REAL truth will finally come to light…
The similarities are mind blowing...
Psychopaths are incorrigible and consummate liars. They frequently and readily lie to get what they want, to impress people, or to simply appear normal, and they do so with such skill that even experienced interrogators are sometimes fooled. This talent lies in a confident presentation that never betrays signs of anxiety, hesitation, or shame, even when they’re confronted with contradictory...
“Never strive to be someone else’s definition of beautiful.”
– B.C. Ross
“Still, there are times I am bewildered by each mile I have traveled, each meal I...”
– Jhumpa Lahiri
lol omg you dumb bitch. good thing, thanks to certain people, that I can spot bullshit when I read it….if only you knew what I did. But hey, not like it would make ANY difference..right? (;
2011
Looking back, the past year has been quite a whirlwind. I moved out of my parents house for the first time ever…into an apartment with my boyfriend that is too small, in a neighborhood that is too much like the ghetto - but I have loved the experience. I have seen the cops more times in the six months we’ve lived here than I have in my entire 24 years of existence. I have awesome...
December 2011
17 posts
You think you know, but you really have no idea.
I want nothing more than to tell the truth about everything I know, but I have too much to lose and it never fails that as soon as I say anything hell comes down on my head….every time. So I watch from the sidelines, disconnect myself from the situation.
Tell me, why doesnt anyone question when someone reacts so violently and cruel to...
